Do you ever feel?

All the inside jokes that you never understand but try to understand can be frustrating moments for you..

You feel that you belong in there but actually you never are..

Pretending that you are close but you never understand them..

Wondering if you still remember the moments together as it came across my mind every single day..

Feeling you should be happy but the thought that it's just for temporary makes you hurt..

The thought that the people you know right now can still be with you for a long time together until you die..

The changing characters and attitudes as time passes make you feel out of place..

Thinking if you are the first choice or just another options..

Too much thinking makes you feel you don't deserve anything..

Oh ini semua duniawi..

Dekatkan diri kepada Allah and prepare for the infinity and beyond..

                                                    Assalamualaikum..

Just a nightmare.

My first post in 2013.

I just hope that today was just a saddening nightmare for me.

Please God just take it all away from me. I don't want to face this.

I couldn't shout, I couldn't talk to anyone that actually care. They just laugh and laugh to my sadness.

I need somebody to talk to, that actually understand and sincerely care for me.

Let there be Sam and Patrick and Charlie into my life so that they can teach me the true meaning of friendship.

So many to talk to but this tiny fragile heart couldn't be strong enough to make them feel a burden for me.

I just want everybody to be happy with their life and not focusing on me.

But as a human with full of emotions, I can't resist all the attention that I actually need.

I'm not trying to be attention seeker or something but I need a little bit sincere care from them.

But I'm thankful enough to the fact that I can hear mama's and unnie's voice without them sobbing about me.

I'm dying to tell them what I'm feeling inside but I don't want to make them worry. 

I know everybody busy with everything and I know the fact that no one actually read this emotional-squishy post of mine, but...

This is the only way that can make my heart feel at ease.

Alhamdulillah, I'm still alive.

Hurt

When the time has come, sometimes I’ve cursed at life why would I’ve born as a girl.

Astagfirullah, what I’ve been thinking. 

Berdosanye fikir cmtu.

Guilty, hmm yeah. 

But it hurt so badly and that thought just come automatically.

Allah dah jadikan seseorang manusia tu dan dah takdirnya dijadikan mcm tu.

Aku hanya boleh berharap agar iman aku kuat dan takkan persoalkan semua benda mcm ni lagi.

Every month, I or to be exact some of women in this world will experience that so called “PMS”.

Yes, I will write about PMS in this post. 

Seriously, it is normal for girls that already reach puberty to experience this kind of feeling.

Yang membezakan “feeling” ni ialah skala kesakitan simptom yang dihadapinya. 

Untuk aku, skala setiap bulan maybe 8 out of 10.

Seriously, kalau dah sampai tu aku sampai tak boleh bangun or berjalan. 

Pinggang akan rasa nak tercabut and the whole lower body felt like paralyzed.

Sometimes, I cannot go to the class if this feeling comes and I always ditch class and ask my friend to sign the attendance for me. 
Tak best giler kalau suruh kawan tolong sainkan. 

Tapi bayangkanlah kalau semata-mata nak dapatkan MC utk dikecualikan for classes in your paralyzed condition and hours of waiting at university clinic will makes you commit this kind of crime, I think.

And to this I’m thankful to have this chubby baby friend to help me every month. Thank you Ada’ J

Well, we both chubby J

FUTURE

The ray of sunset shone through my eyes,

Sweet song played on the radio yet it cannot fill my worry thought about my future.

What would I do in 5 years time?

Bolehkah aku berada di dakapan keluargaku?

Bolehkah aku berjumpa dengan kawan-kawanku lagi?

Bolehkah aku mendapat pekerjaan yang baik?

Bolehkah aku menghirup udara di dunia yang dipinjamkan ini?

dan yang paling penting

Bolehkah aku bersujud kepadaMu lagi?

Ya Allah, Kau kuatkanlah iman ku ini Ya Allah

sesungguhnya, aku semakin menjauh dariMu

Ampunkan aku kerana lalai dengan dunia yang semakin rosak ini

Teguran sangat sakit untuk diterima

 tetapi hakikatnya itu yang membuatkan kita untuk lebih baik

*aku tak sempurna, andai kata aku menyakitkan hati sesiapa atau terbuat salah, Minta maaf

Itu dia dah start dah!

Greetings evelibody!
Agak lama dah aku meninggalkan blog ni.

Org lain duk sibuk buat entry tahun baru, aku ketinggalan 17 hari dah.
Apa-apa pun HAPPY NEW YEAR EVELIBODY! Haha

Setelah lebih kurang 3 minggu menghadap happy and torturing final exam

Aku dibebaskan, Wehoooo!

Akhirnya dah start jugak my lovey-dovey semester break!

Pasal result final exam aku serahkan semuanya kepadaNya.

Aku dah usaha, so ustaz ajar lepas tu kite tawakal lah ye :)

p/s : cuti ni Insya Allah akan ke Sabah. Buddy, please wait for me. We'll meet there, ok? IMY

Bising!

Greetings everyone!

lame da tak post sbb dalam journey mencari diri yg hilang. *Wah, ayat tak nak kalah!

for those yg kenal aku mmg perasan yg aku mmg suke dgr my one and only MP3 yg 24jam akn ade ngan aku.

kalau ade org tegur aku kat tgh jln ke mmg aku tak dgr lah, sory for those yg rase aku berlagak ke ape but blame the MP3.

haha, ade reasonS sbb aku slalu letak penyumbat kat telinga aku ni.

#1 sbb utamanya aku ni seorang yg sukekan suasana yg SENYAP.

Pelik kan? suke senyap tpi dgr lagu kuat2 kat telinga.

bukan ape, kalau aku duduk kat tmpat public aku tak suke dgr org berborak2 sambil mengilai-ngilai 

*a.k.a cik ponti

drpd aku tambah DOSA dgr diorang mengumpat or aku join skali mengumpat baik aku duk diam2 dengar my sweet buddy, kan?

#2 aku seorang yg sgt pediam dan panas baran!

ye, panas baran, well I'm a blood type B person 

ok, same2 bace n judge this situation

ade makhluk Allah mmg gemar bercakap2 dlm pitch yg agak tinggi

 then one day, die dtg ke tmpat aku beradu a.k.a bilik

aku penat2 balik kelas malam sume tu, tgk2 die ade kat bilik aku,

paham2 lah kan, ade kelas sampai malam sume org penat kan?

takpe2, aku anggap die tetamu n still can smile to her.

mama cakap tetamu dtg bawak masuk 1000 kebaikan ke dalam rumah kita, so layan lah mereka dgn baik

ok, ingat pesan mama lagi.

dah agak2 lepas aku mandi n get ready to sleep

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, wah sedap die gelak mlm2 ni

then, aku pun takpe sabar2, 

even aku pasang penyumbat telinga pun suara die tembus gak ke dalam ruang pendengaran aku ni

lalu aku pun,

"Hey girl, there is a time when u need to shut ur mouth. Diam sikit boleh tak, consider skit org nak rest ni lah perempuan!", sambil meninggikn suara gaya mak mertua da MENOPOS 

-tapi sume ni hanyalah dlm imaginasi aku je

i don't have guts to tell this thing considering her as my guest n also my friend

ape yg aku buat ialah tulis semuanya yg aku rase dlm ni.

technology don't have any feelings to be hurt but through technology millions of people can be hurt

anything that related to this matter mmg tiada kaitan dgn hidup dan mati

it just a piece of my feeling that lucky to be posted here

Goodbyebye!

Fun with U aLL :)

haha

lame da tak update..byk benda nak tulis tpi PENAT n MALAS n BUSY

bestnye dpt akak sepenuh masa ni..

dlu dpt akak part time je..

sbb dlu die kat UMP n aku kat UPM..jauh

skrang die kat RUMAH (seremban) n aku kat UPM..

hmm that's much better..

baaaaanyaak aktiviti bleh buat same2..ganti balik masa2 yg hilang antara kami
wahh ayat nak novel je..

arghh malas panjang cite

scroll je ke bwh :)

Jumaat 1 July 2011

aku start new month of July dgn pegi kelas pepagi n balik tgh hari..
pastu dpt call bertuah tgh hari tu..akak da beli tiket transformers :D

petang bergegas la balik ke RUMAH dari UPM dgn khidmat KTM cam *ciput sedut lmbt delayed takleh blah*

n nak naik satu tangga ni terjatuh cinta la aku nye tulang kering ngan satu tangga batu yg tak berapa lembut tu

dah la ade kedai mamak dpn tu dgn ramai org bersorak2 sbb aku terjatuh..tu lah org melayu..bukan nak tolong..

tpi terjerit2 nak malukan org..TERIMA KASIH :)

nasib baik ade mp3..dgr kuat2 bangun dgn muka cool

(tu la teknik nak cover malu ye rakan2)

late nite movie = TRANSFOMERS 3 : DARK OF THE MOON

akak, me, kak cha :)

Sabtu 2 July 2011

petang dari RUMAH gerak ke UPM n KL SENTRAL ambik ahli2 kelab berjalan weekend

heading to JLN TAR soping2 n TS tpi takde wat ape selain mkn2..takde mood sgt nak soping so just tgu akak n kak eqa soping camwhore dlu ngan kak ain 

mak cik look of me n kak ain

Ahad 3 July 2011

patutnye plan ngan sume roomate nak kluar ngan diorang..

but i love my sister more..hahaha 

sorry roomates..i will make it up for u all later

heading to GENTING HIGHLANDS for first time..

yeaaaa sampai gak aku kat GENTING ni :)

summarize for genting activities

1. gelak2

2. beratur panjang

3. naik ride

4. jerit3

5. gelak2..sebab da tak larat nak jerit

6. eh da abis da naik ride..kejapnye :(

7. tangkap gambar 

8. makan 

the spinner..poning gilo naik ni

at last, Goodbyebye

Asam Jawa oh Asam Jawa

di upm ni penuh dgn pokok asam jawa
kalo boleh sepanjang jalan dia nak tanam pokok asam jawa..
oleh itu boleh kata sume jalan kat upm ni dinamakan sebagai "LORONG ASAM JAWA"
bgi sapa yg tak tau mcm mne rupa pokok asam jawa


haaa
ni la die

                  


mmg nak jatuh dahan da berlambak buah asam jawa die
aku da lama mengidam nak merasa asam jawa kat upm ni
cuba korang pikir knape asam jawa ni berlambak-lambak dan seperti tidak diusik langsung oleh penduduk upm..aku agak pelik di situ


haaa..bgi menghilangkan rasa pelik dan garu-garu ni
ada cerita di sebalik asam jawa upm ni..
harharhar *gelak jahat


bukan nak takutkan ke ape..tpi dengor citenye
pokok asam jawa ni ade penunggunye
setiap pukul 11 malam mereka yg berpakaian serba putih dan mempunyai rambut ikal yg sudah di'rebonding' akan muncul ats pokok sambil mengunyah-ngunyah buah asam jawa ni..
pastu mengilai-ngilai
huuuuhuuuuuhuuuuu sedapnya buah asam jawa ni


*cerita ni berasal daripada pengalaman pak guard yg tgh kutip asam jawa memalam pastu merasakan biji-biji kecil jatuh dari ats pokok*


ooo..main kasaq eh korang..siap baling-baling biji asam jawa pulak..
da la makan sorang2 


oleh itu..sampai sekarang la aku tak brani nak amik buah asam jawa ni
kang tak pasal2 'diorang' dtg bilik minta bayaran sekilo 7 hengget
hmm mne nak cekau duit..da la elaun tak masuk lgi 
takde duit la cik ponti asam jawa :D


p/s : rakan-rakan, cerita ni sangatlah banyak tokok-tambah nya..jgn percaya sgt Fizah Hamzah ni :P


Goodbyebye

Tak Seindah yg Disangka

title post nak gedik je :P
hahaha
nak cerita pasal migrasi yg berlaku beberapa hari yg lps


dulu duduk tingkat 5..paling tinggi kat dunia la kena daki tiap2 hari
kurus seketika :P
pastu sem 2 dpt duduk tingkat 3 ats sbb2 tertentu..
alhamdulillah..lega lah skit..tak payah nak daki tinggi sgt
pastu sekarang ni dpt la duduk takde tingkat..hehehe
paling bawah..yay! jumpa darat..da tak payah nak daki2 sampai berdaki kulit badan tu


hmm..sume ni tak seindah yg disangka :P
sejak jumpe darat ni mcm2 la jugak binatang darat yg aku jumpe..
first day je tgh mop2 lantai dgr bunyi bising arah tempat kawan aku..
ehhh ade penunggu ke yg tgh kemas2 nak berpindah jugak ni..
last2 aku beranikan diri gak pegi dekat punca bunyi tu..
bahhhh! kluar la binatang berbulu yg ketakutan..
tupai mak ai boleh masuk plak dlm bilik ni..
da aku pun menjerit2 da sambil campak mop yg berada kat tgn tu..
kalo la tupai tu boleh jerit da lme die jerit gak sbb dgr aku jerit..
die hanya boleh terlari sana sini sambil langgar pintu almari ngan kaki katil
hahaha
kesian gak aku tgk die..lpas aku reda jerit si rumet aku sorang ni pegi la mengejor ank tupai ni..
die kate comelll..aku tak tahan benda berbulu sekor ni..
aku pun biorlaa die sorang menangkapnya..
tahniah teah ats kejayaan anda menangkap tupai tu..


Goodbyebye

Mianhamnida :(

p/s : tertulis nya title post di atas bermaksud I'am sorry in korean..


hmm..lame skali tak buat post bru
busy tak busy sgt..
da 2 minggu borang tu kosong *borang application for degree
otak tgh sesak nak pilih kos ape yg sesuai utk degree nti
selama 2 minggu tu jugak aku amik masa utk lepaskan hope and faith applying for doktor perubatan veterinar
mmg tu impian aku sejak dlu tpi apakan daya kalau diri sendiri tak mampu
too much pressure for that
hikmahnya aku tak perlu pegang vavi..hahaha  
tak pasti gelak tu utk rasa lega ataupun regret
i'm smiling but close to tears :(


dalam otak aku tgh pikir2 utk sume ni..
aku da lupe satu benda penting..
hari ini birthday akak aku
arghh bodohnya aku tak wish..i admit i forgot bout it
mianhamnida akak..
it was suppose to be HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKAK!
but it came out to be i'm sorry akak :( 
apa jenis adik pun aku tak tau la..boleh lupe birthday akak sendiri
stupid me..even on her birthday, i need facebook to remind me
i felt guilty and i don't even wish her today
ada lgi 2 jam lgi birthday die..
arghh..too guilty to wish her

Habits pelik

aku ade satu habit pelik..
pelik tak pelik tak tau la
tpi bgi aku pelik skit..
bile aku tgk bateri handphone aku hilang satu bar mule la aku tak sedap hati..
mesti nak angkut charger..charge kasi full bru senang hati
kalo tidak rase mcm sakit hati je tgk battery tu hilang satu bar
tambah lgi kalau nak keluar mne2 mlm tu mesti tgk battery segala gadget yg aku ade
MP3 mesti full...handphone mesti full..camera mesti full..laptop pun mesti full
kalau tidak mmg tak senang hati la aku..
pelik tak pelik aku tak tau..tpi bgi aku habit ni pelik :P


Goodbyebye

B word..

everybody keep posting on facebook on how BUSY that they could be in a day, week or month
but what they actually doing on that?


ye
untuk budak asasi sains pertanian mmg sgt lah busy at this moment
kalo nak list kerja n assignment to mmg byk
oral presentation same day with muet, biology presentation, bla bla bla...
mmg la byk kan..tpi kwn2 harus kuat..jgnlah asyik ......arghh aku lupe ayat tu..ooo da jumpe jgn lah asyik MENGELUH je
hehehe


mmg mungkin boleh dikatakan semua orang da tau teknik ni
tpi berapa ramai je yg praktikkan?
same la ngan aku ni
tadi tido pastu mimpi cikgu yg ajar aku teknik ni
hahah terus rasa nak buat
hmmm ape khabar la agaknye cikgu2 lama aku
harap2 semua sihat walafiat :)


teknik ni name dia macam ape eh..haaa tingkap johari kot
hahaha tak kisah la tingkap sape
tpi it's all about time management and set ur own priority..


1. first list kan semua keje2 yg menimbun tu dlm satu kertas la


2. n then amik satu kertas A4 bahagikan kepada empat...buat garisan


3. tulis kat situ 1st penting n segera...2nd penting dan tidak segera..3rd tidak penting dan segera..4th tidak penting dan tidak segera


4. bahagikan semua keje2 tadi dlm kotak2 yg korang da tulis tu


5. pastu set up a date line for each of works that u need to do


itu sahaja..mudahkan?
yg penting displin n tanggungjawab


hahahaha
tpi kalo da malas sgt nak bertukang wat tingkap ni
cari dalam phone canggih anda...
kalo ade tools yg tulis "need to do list" tu anda gunalah ye


jgn stress2 eh..ni lah yg dinamakan hidup
selamat mencuba :)


p/s : kalau ade salah dlm teknik ni harap maafkan aku ye
aku ni pun da berkarat pasal teknik2 ni semua
just for sharing je :P


Goodbyebye 

My equation :D

[SITI HAFIZAH] -------> DILUTE KNOWLEDGE = O.OOOOOOOO M

DILUTE KNOWLEDGE + HARDWORK + ENZYME ------> CONCENTRATED KNOWLEDGE

                                                                            

HARDWORK = can be improve from time to time

ENZYME = don't have any

to obtain ENZYME -----> i need to think of mama n abah + my dreams(one of them is to become a VET)

from VET i have lost hope and faith in getting through asasi with flying colour n apply for vet, so how? -----> i need to believe in myself n Allah's plans

if i get it Alhamdulillah n if i don't, there is a better path for me ------> all i need to do are give all out, pray n tawakal to Allah s.w.t.

THE END

Goodbyebye

blogwalking n find something interesting!

diambil dan dicekup daripada kwnku, mahirah punye blog..

ni die punye link http://mydeary-mahira.blogspot.com

sje2 nak tgk selama 19 thun aku hidup brape byk benda yg aku da buat..hmm

here we go~

The Meaning Of Life

Copy the list below and bold all of the ones you have done.


1. Touched an iceberg
2. Slept under the stars
3. Been a part of a hockey fight
4. Changed a baby’s diaper
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Swam with wild dolphins
8. Climbed a mountain 
9. Held a tarantula
10. Said “I love you” and meant it (to my family la)
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope (with abah using our new telescope)
20. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
21. Had a pillow fight (dgn roomate dlu2)
22. Bet on a winning horse
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb (pegang time kat kg dlu..geli :P )
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Taken an ice cold bath (kat PLKN dlu)
28. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Ridden a roller coaster (kat sunway lagoon dgn akak n then turun terus nangis)
31. Hit a home run
32. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
33. Adopted an accent for fun
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Felt very happy about your life, even for just a moment
36. Loved your job 90% of the time
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Watched wild whales
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Gone on a midnight walk on the beach
41. Gone sky diving
42. Visited Ireland 
43. Ever bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited India
45. Bench-pressed your own weight
46. Milked a cow
47. Alphabetized your personal files
48. Ever worn a superhero costume
49. Sung karaoke
50. Lounged around in bed all day
51. Gone scuba diving
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud (recently in UPM)
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Done something you should regret, but don’t
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business (bisnes topup n online shopping..u can visit fb page Ms Gorgeous  Boutique for more details..haha sempat aku promote :P)
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Been in a movie (first movie Ocean Twelve with akak..n then fall asleep with popcorn in mouth :D)
60. Gone without food for 3 days
61. Made cookies from scratch
62. Won first prize in a costume contest
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Been in a combat zone (dlm game la..aku ni game freak gak la :P)
65. Spoken more than one language fluently
66. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
67. Bounced a check
68. Read - and understood - your credit report
69. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy (main tiup2 bubble)
70. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
71. Called or written your Congress person
72. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
73. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
74. Helped an animal give birth (slalu je jdi bidan tuk kucing aku :P)
75. Been fired or laid off from a job
76. Won money
77. Broken a bone
78. Ridden a motorcycle (which almost cause an accident)
79. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph (kat highway la..tu pun ketaq lutut ni)
80. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
81. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
82. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
83. Eaten sushi (sushi king..siap kena tipu lgi ) 
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read The Bible cover to cover
86. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
87. Gotten someone fired for their actions
88. Gone back to school
89. Changed your name
90. Caught a fly in the air with your bare hands
91. Eaten fried green tomatoes (ewwww..vomit)
92. Read The Iliad
93. Taught yourself an art from scratch
94. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (amali sembelihan kat maktab dlu2) 
95. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt 
96. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
97. Been elected to public office
98. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
99. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
100. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
101. Had a booth at a street fair
102. Dyed your hair
103. Been a DJ
104. Rocked a baby to sleep
105. Dropped a cat from a high place to see if it really lands on all fours (mmg kurang ajar la sape buat ni..)
106. Raked your carpet
107. Brought out the best in people
108. Brought out the worst in people
109. Worn a mood ring
110. Ridden a horse
111. Carved an animal from a piece of wood or bar of soap
112. Cooked a dish where four people asked for the recipe
113. Buried a child
114. Gone to a Broadway (or equivalent to your country) play
115. Been inside the pyramids
116. Shot a basketball into a basket
117. Danced at a disco
118. Played in a band
119. Shot a bird
120. Gone to an arboretum
121. Tutored someone (slalunye tortured someone la)
122. Ridden a train
123. Brought an old fad back into style
124. Eaten caviar
125. Let a salesman talk you into something you didn’t need
126. Ridden a giraffe or elephant
127. Published a book
128. Pieced a quilt
129. Lived in an historic place
130. Acted in a play or performed on a stage
131. Asked for a raise
132. Made a hole-in-one
133. Gone deep sea fishing
134. Gone roller skating
135. Run a marathon
136. Learned to surf
137. Invented something
138. Flown first class
139. Spent the night in a 5-star luxury suite
140. Flown in a helicopter
141. Visited Africa
142. Sang a solo (dlm bilik je la oi..buang tabiat kalo ats stage tu..suare aku tak sodap)
143. Gone spelunking
144. Learned how to take a compliment (i'll be polite next time)
145. Written a love-story (in my english essay during SPM)
146. Seen Michelangelo’s David
147. Had your portrait painted
148. Written a fan letter
149. Spent the night in something haunted
150. Owned a St. Bernard or Great Dane
151. Ran away
152. Learned to juggle (kat PLKN dlu2..)
153. Been a boss
154. Sat on a jury
155. Lied about your weight (haha..slalu je :P)
156. Gone on a diet (never success obviously)
157. Found an arrowhead or a gold nugget
158. Written a poem
159. Carried your lunch in a lunchbox (time skolah dlu2)
160. Gotten food poisoning
161. Gone on a service, humanitarian or religious mission 
162. Hiked the Grand Canyon
163. Sat on a park bench and fed the ducks
164. Gone to the opera
165. Gotten a letter from someone famous
166. Worn knickers
167. Ridden in a limousine
168. Attended the Olympics
169. Can hula or waltz
170. Read a half dozen Nancy Drew or Hardy Boys books
171. Been stuck in an elevator
172. Had a revelatory dream
173. Thought you might crash in an airplane
174. Had a song dedicated to you on the radio or at a concert (dlm mimpi je la dik oi)
175. Saved someone’s life
176. Eaten raw whale
177. Know how to tat, smock or do needlepoint (aku amik ERT dlu)
178. Laughed till your side hurt 
179. Straddled the equator
180. Taken a photograph of something other than people that is worth framing
181. Gone to a Shakespeare Festival
182. Sent a message in a bottle
183. Spent the night in a hotel
184. Been a cashier (tiap mlm selasa..kiosk saje)
185. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
186. Joined a union
187. Donated blood or plasma (time kat PLKN dlu2..aku B negative)
188. Built a campfire
189. Kept a blog
190. Had hives
191. Worn custom made shoes or boots
192. Made a PowerPoint presentation
193. Taken a Hunter’s Safety Course
194. Served at a soup kitchen
195. Conquered the Rubik’s cube
196. Know CPR
197. Ridden in or owned a convertible
198. Found a long lost friend (but she doesn't remember me that well)
199. Helped solve a crime
200. Responded to a NJP newsletter

39 out of 200...how bout u?

man there's a lot i need to do n i want to do..

recently..i learnt how to read music notes which i suck at it..

need a lot of commitment to achieve ur dreams guys..

good luck on that!

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Aduhh!

haha
paling best la arini..
time nak naik bas tdi..biaselah rebut2


p/s : saya tak suke rebut2 ni tpi da org rebut2 saya pun kena la teruskan hidupkn..kalo tak rebut2 alamat tak balik kolej la aku ni


mule2 aku cool la duk kumpul belakang2 skit dri pintu bas..
da sume tolak aku..hmm ape lgi hot la..
pastu aku mule kan langkah la plak tolak org
lgi satu lgi langkah nak naik pintu bas..
bushhh..aduhh!
paling bagus la mamat dpn aku ni..
siku die melekat kat muke aku free2..
time kasih eh mmg sedap kne skali 
aku pun naik la bas sambil mengosok2 hidung aku..
boleh darah kot hidung aku kne siku tajam die..
dah tu wat tak tahu lak tu..takpe2 maybe die tak perasan ko sbb die ingat hidung aku ni PINTU BAS!
terima kasih la eh ats pengalaman indah tuk aku naik bas kat upm ni :'(


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Generations - part 1

post ni takde kaitan dgn girls' generation korean group tu ye :P
ianya pasal generasi kucing aku :)

dlm family waktu dulu2 (my age around 9 to 10 y/o) hanya aku je yg minat dgn kucing ni..
abah tak suka sgt kucing dulu..yg lain plak mcm tak menunjukkan minat yg mendalam tu memiliki kucing as a pet..
so dulu2 rumah aku mmg takde langsung kucing..
sbb da suke nye pasal aku pun melayan je la mne2 kucing yg melintas dpn rumah tu..

these are few steps to curi kucing org in a good way :D

1. mule2 panggil2 la kucing yg melintas dpn rumah tu


2. pastu nampak mcm jinak belai2 la die..tpi kalo die penakut aku akan kejor die sampai hujung rumah sbb geram tak dpt nak pegang..haha


3. da belai2 tu rasuah la dgn makanan yg ade kat dapur rumah tu..kadang2 mama goreng ayam aku akan curik2 amik bgi makan kucing


4. da bgi rasuah mestilah die dtg lagi kan..layan la jgn tak layan..


5. bile die da selesa ngan aku n slalu dtg rumah..MISI BERJAYA!!


p/s : aku mmg takde niat nak curik kucing org tpi waktu dulu2 ape yg aku fikir kalo kucing tu suka dtg rumah kite maknanya tuan die tak jage ngan betul la kan..so aku hanya ihsan tuk buat hidup kucing tu gembira je takde niat lain pun..so jiran2 aku yg da kehilangan kucing tu minta maaf la ye dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki..saya masih kecik dari segi umur time tu..so bile aku da besar skit aku boleh fikir n minta dulu kebenaran dari tuannye untuk berihsan ngan kucing die :P


so ni bru part 1..mcm panjang lagi je..
nak tido dlu la..

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