Hurt

When the time has come, sometimes I’ve cursed at life why would I’ve born as a girl.

Astagfirullah, what I’ve been thinking. 

Berdosanye fikir cmtu.

Guilty, hmm yeah. 

But it hurt so badly and that thought just come automatically.

Allah dah jadikan seseorang manusia tu dan dah takdirnya dijadikan mcm tu.

Aku hanya boleh berharap agar iman aku kuat dan takkan persoalkan semua benda mcm ni lagi.

Every month, I or to be exact some of women in this world will experience that so called “PMS”.

Yes, I will write about PMS in this post. 

Seriously, it is normal for girls that already reach puberty to experience this kind of feeling.

Yang membezakan “feeling” ni ialah skala kesakitan simptom yang dihadapinya. 

Untuk aku, skala setiap bulan maybe 8 out of 10.

Seriously, kalau dah sampai tu aku sampai tak boleh bangun or berjalan. 

Pinggang akan rasa nak tercabut and the whole lower body felt like paralyzed.

Sometimes, I cannot go to the class if this feeling comes and I always ditch class and ask my friend to sign the attendance for me. 
Tak best giler kalau suruh kawan tolong sainkan. 

Tapi bayangkanlah kalau semata-mata nak dapatkan MC utk dikecualikan for classes in your paralyzed condition and hours of waiting at university clinic will makes you commit this kind of crime, I think.

And to this I’m thankful to have this chubby baby friend to help me every month. Thank you Ada’ J

Well, we both chubby J